Thursday, January 15, 2009

Enlightenment-2 :):)

We started back to our place and decided to come back next day. Next morning, we both reached our company [the troubled one] and as soon as we reached there, we started back to Osho Center, obviously after having the cheapest and tastiest lunch ever provided :) We reached meditation center just in time, exactly at 2 in the afternoon. Again I entered the same place, started feeling the same way, met the same lady and watched everything the same way as I did yesterday. I felt that something had split from me and watching everything around me. It was consciousness, I guess though I am not that much sure :). It can be Osho's magic, which still exists, I believe he was a perfect businessman and a magician. As usual I took the last seat where we were to be shown a video film. The same lady came and looked at me and it started again.

Old Lady: Why don't you come up in the front?
Me: I am fine over here.
Old Lady:The front seats are vacant, you can come here.
Me(Smiling):I am comfortable here.
Old Lady:May be you have come to check out the girls over here.
There are a lot of foreigners [girls] in the center. Actually there are only foreigners, if you know what I mean.

Me:Smiling, smiling and smiling.

I wanted to say that I'll do that as well, if you offer that thing in a 10 rupee ticket.The words came to my lips and then vanished away. I just smiled and smiled. At that moment I felt pity for the old lady, I don't know how and why, but god bless her, if exists.

I never felt such a joy. I never found any situation as beautiful and enjoyable as this one. I had never watched myself before this and now I know.

Moral of the story:
1. I guess I am now aware of what am I doing.
2. I guess I know what is the meaning of being conscious.
3. May be, may not be, who knows.

Life is beautiful,njoy.


krystyna said...

Good conclusion, Tarun.

Your smilling, smilling means you are really conscious
This is an apple core.

Keep on your way.

I like to read your writing, but use your imagination (what I mean when I write). English is my second and still new language. So there is a lot of errors. Be fargiving.

Tarun Goel said...

Thanx a lot for liking and reading and suggesting :)

nitvinkum said...

I have experienced that a couple of times. That's what i guess is soul observation/reading. Smiling at your own deeds from a higher level of consciousness is really amusing and at at the same time very thoughtful. You are on the right track Mr.
....Wish i could also be there.....


Anonymous said...

sincere suggestion - go there as often as u can..and teach Osho workers 'gandhian' philosophy ;P

Dawn....सेहर said...

WOW! Nice write up Tarun...I had to go to Enlightenment 1 to understand 2 :)
Amazing I must say
Keep writing

Tarun Goel said...

Thanx all :)
Its really a bliss to be in this state, I am delighted guys, overwhelmed.
Life is beautiful, njoy, I am njoying