We started back to our place and decided to come back next day. Next morning, we both reached our company [the troubled one] and as soon as we reached there, we started back to Osho Center, obviously after having the cheapest and tastiest lunch ever provided :) We reached meditation center just in time, exactly at 2 in the afternoon. Again I entered the same place, started feeling the same way, met the same lady and watched everything the same way as I did yesterday. I felt that something had split from me and watching everything around me. It was consciousness, I guess though I am not that much sure :). It can be Osho's magic, which still exists, I believe he was a perfect businessman and a magician. As usual I took the last seat where we were to be shown a video film. The same lady came and looked at me and it started again.
Old Lady: Why don't you come up in the front?
Me: I am fine over here.
Old Lady:The front seats are vacant, you can come here.
Me(Smiling):I am comfortable here.
Old Lady:May be you have come to check out the girls over here.
There are a lot of foreigners [girls] in the center. Actually there are only foreigners, if you know what I mean.
Me:Smiling, smiling and smiling.
I wanted to say that I'll do that as well, if you offer that thing in a 10 rupee ticket.The words came to my lips and then vanished away. I just smiled and smiled. At that moment I felt pity for the old lady, I don't know how and why, but god bless her, if exists.
I never felt such a joy. I never found any situation as beautiful and enjoyable as this one. I had never watched myself before this and now I know.
Moral of the story:
1. I guess I am now aware of what am I doing.
2. I guess I know what is the meaning of being conscious.
3. May be, may not be, who knows.
Life is beautiful,njoy.
6 comments:
Good conclusion, Tarun.
Your smilling, smilling means you are really conscious
and
enlightened.
This is an apple core.
Keep on your way.
I like to read your writing, but use your imagination (what I mean when I write). English is my second and still new language. So there is a lot of errors. Be fargiving.
Thanx a lot for liking and reading and suggesting :)
I have experienced that a couple of times. That's what i guess is soul observation/reading. Smiling at your own deeds from a higher level of consciousness is really amusing and at at the same time very thoughtful. You are on the right track Mr.
....Wish i could also be there.....
-Peace-
sincere suggestion - go there as often as u can..and teach Osho workers 'gandhian' philosophy ;P
WOW! Nice write up Tarun...I had to go to Enlightenment 1 to understand 2 :)
Amazing I must say
Keep writing
Cheers
Thanx all :)
Its really a bliss to be in this state, I am delighted guys, overwhelmed.
Life is beautiful, njoy, I am njoying
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