I am a Free Bird

Torture, Pain, Depression, Anguish I know what are all these terms because I was in a place where I was not supposed to be, but you know a MAN has to be responsible for the choices being made. But now its all over now, I am a Free Bird :) I resigned from my job on 16th March, and as I was under some fucking bond, I was supposed to take care of that, so that I could come out of the company intact because if I would have to pay the bond I would have to sell my kidney :)

I came to Hyderabad(Company's Head Office) on 17th thought of settling down everything [money related business with the bank and company] but then I got to know that my bond has not been waived-off. I was gone, dead!

But you know I have learnt a lot of things and I have learnt them in real sense :), so I didn't lose my cool, tried to analyze the situation and analyzed it well, mailed the concerned HR, he was on leave, he assigned some other person for my case, he or to be precise she was not interested in me.

Finally I ended up in mailing each and every person of HR team in my circle :D, people who were never supposed to know me even if I died called me and asked me what was that I wanted!!

I told them and they told me that I am confused, I knew I was not but they made me beleive that I was :), poor me. Finally I read something, "In God man can find very strong consolation and support. Without Him, the man has to depend upon himself. To stand upon one's own legs amid storms and hurricanes is not a child's play. " It has nothing to do with God or Devil, all I want to say is I knew and I beleived that I was right. At moment I was really scared to call the HR person to know the bond status, but you know its better to face the worse early in Life, and I faced it and it was not worse, it was the best. He said,"You are free" [he said something else but he meant this only]

It took a lot of time, no one was willing to tell me clearly where do I stand, but now I know where am I, I have earned it. Some of my friends were asking me,"What will you do after you go from here?" I didn't say but I thought [and I believe], is it mandatory to do something?? I will go back to Pune from Hyderabad then will move around INDIA to se my country. I don't have any plans, but I will go back relax fot two three months, I don't know what will I do after leaving but one thing is for sure :D

In the end see what Ozy Ozborne says "Times have changed and times are strange, here I come, but I aint the same, Mama, Im coming home"

Edited Part: One of my friends asked me that where will you. I told her that I don't know because birds never know. All they know is flying irrespective of boundaries and dimensions.

Isn't that good?? :D

Life is Beautiful :)

It started in December'08. JP was in Delhi, he was so fucked~up with his job that he lost his weight, he gained weak-immunity, considering the fact that he used to take bathe in cold water in the chilling winters of Himachal, so the news of his deteriorated immune system came as a shock.
One day he was found eating 3 banana's for 5 rupees as a combo of Lunch and Dinner :), no exaggeration here, pure facts. After some time he left his job and joined as a lecturer in N.I.T Hamirpur , thanks to the Government of India and the sixth pay commission, he is earning more than he used to in Delhi and moreover the "Dog-Days" of his life are over. When he was in job, I used to tell him that whenever you tell me your daily~struggle stories, I just feel happy. I feel happy because this way I see a mature JP, I see a learned JP and I see a better manager...[Sadism :)]. Now this maturity is paying back, he is in more trouble now and I am more happy :D

His last company is blaming him as,"absconding from the job" and they know now that he is working in some other place. Moreover, the way I am planning things here is also very troublesome to him because the recession is going to hit us very soon, because of the same good news I talked about here, will keep it secret for the next few days :). I asked him and consulted a lot of other people regarding this good news. Considering the age of my father, 65, I asked what are the chances of getting heart-attack at this age. But someone told me that the chances of getting heart-attack at the age of 50 are also high, considering age of JP's dad, so the situation is very critical here :D. Today we both were laughing because of all these bad times. He was telling me that he is worst hit by this bad phase, then he said its not him but his father, then again he changed his statement and said that "I" am worst hit then finally he concluded that everyone is worst hit by this recession. Further he added that,"हर बन्दा इस दुनिया में सबसे ज्यादा दुखी है :)"[Every single person in this world is in worst condition]. He continued and said,"Seeing all this I guess I don't think that mine and your "dukh's" stand anywhere. So, Enjoy, Life is Beautiful. Lets learn, earn and be sad[happy]" :D

P.S: May be it was my happiness or my "dukh" that made me type all this crap, but believe me its funny. I am enjoying, do you?